4 am

Up at 4 am worrying about decisions. Took me a good fifteen minutes to stop thinking and start praying. Martha and Agnes have been asked to join a program that would open incredible doors for them in the community, but it would require a very specific agreement so that they could continue doing what they are currently doing. The paperwork is tricky and the relationships are fragile. Praise the Lord, not my relationships with them but with the ones proposing the program.

Lord, you know best. I have no idea at this point how things will work out. I know you have always, always had the very best interest of the children in your heart. I know you adore both Martha and Agnes and that daily they represent your arms to so many children and families. Jesus, your are our source. We submit these projects into your hands and ask for your favor and wisdom. Holy Spirit counsel us through each step. Speak to our hearts as one so that we can confidently move forward together. Where change is difficult please prepare everyone for your will and purposes. Bring healing to old wounds that have been stirred up. Lord, we want you to use this time to speak to our hearts and help us to grow in you. We love you. We trust you. We need you. Amen.